I relate to this a lot. I have these types of images too - dropping people off balconies, smashing heads against walls, stamping on heads - and I now feel totally free to let them rip when they come. It is such a relief! I’m also looking to explore more domming in BDSM, the more I am comfortable with the angry part of me. Because when I’m in the anger I feel so clear and empowered. I wish that for you too. It feels like such a welcome balm for a lifetime of ‘not knowing’ and being sweet and soft and good. I’m so over it.
This is a breath of fresh air to read. Thank you for sharing and allowing us to relate in this way honey. I'm so curious (and slightly scared) that through BDSM I will be entertaining this part of myself. How to do it consciously, rather than explosively, is something I'm grappling with.
I relate to this a lot. I have these types of images too - dropping people off balconies, smashing heads against walls, stamping on heads - and I now feel totally free to let them rip when they come. It is such a relief! I’m also looking to explore more domming in BDSM, the more I am comfortable with the angry part of me. Because when I’m in the anger I feel so clear and empowered. I wish that for you too. It feels like such a welcome balm for a lifetime of ‘not knowing’ and being sweet and soft and good. I’m so over it.
This is a breath of fresh air to read. Thank you for sharing and allowing us to relate in this way honey. I'm so curious (and slightly scared) that through BDSM I will be entertaining this part of myself. How to do it consciously, rather than explosively, is something I'm grappling with.
Mmm so curious to hear your journey with this. I am feeling access to a quiet power within me that didnt feel so close before